So…It’s been a while. It’s been up and downs. I am very thankful for the things that have been happening. I find myself lately, falling more for him than I ever knew possible. And it scares me. I had been thinking about walking away but all of the actions lately have been everything I have ever wanted. I know we aren’t where I would like to be. But he feels so good. I find myself so anxious, almost sick to my stomach excited to see him or even talk to him. Is this really it. Is it finally happening? I guess we will see. I will keep trying and do my best and be the best for him.
-P.S. It feels so unreal.